"I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing." - The Script
Jesus said, “Wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it. — Matthew 7:13-14
"Why do many people enter the gate that’s easy? and why do few people enter the small and narrow gate that’s difficult? Would you enter the easiest way or the difficult way? You decide."
That incident happened over a year ago. We were in the hospital, my mother, my older sister, my best friend and my father who was lying on the bed. I called my father’s name, and then his heart was stabled. I thought I shouldn’t blink so I can see the happenings clearly. I was holding this thing to support my father’s breathing. I couldn’t explain what I was feeling. It was a feeling of despair and hope. And then he’s gone. It happened right before our eyes. I could not cry. My sister was sobbing, my mother was in shock. It was so depressing and frustrating and keeps coming back. It keeps on flashing back in front of me.